have one on me

只有聽Joanna Newsom唱歌的時候,才會想到自己是女生。這個女生選了豎琴這樣奇特的樂器,用你從來沒聽過而且稱不上悅耳的方式唱歌,聽她唱歌的時候,溫柔婉約、嬌俏可人、天真清純、風情萬種等一般用來形容女性的詞,全都用不上,而她外型可愛,你也很難說她女中豪傑或酷得要死。她難以歸類,或者說,難以在我們都已經內化了的,男性化價值觀建構的語言裡被歸類。然而女生可以不必是那樣的任何一種,也很迷人。 繼續閱讀 »

the tree of life

生命樹是透過回憶,緩慢地觀看童年發生過的種種細節,並藉此來理解生命何以如此,人何以如此,我何以如此。所有的孩子來到這個陌生的世界,依賴著與父母與家園的互動拼湊出對於世界的理解,建構他們的世界觀,此時的父母如同巨人,他們哺育滋養生命,給予保護、愛與溫暖,他們也喜怒無常,反覆不定,他們是孩子無法割捨的依賴,卻也帶給孩子萬般迷惑與手足無措。 繼續閱讀 »

(photo) a trip to london UK

用數位相機拍照不用錢,所以同一個景會連拍好幾張,在電腦裡按右鍵連著看,才發現旁邊的人一直動來動去,而我跟後面的建築一樣,總是同一個表情,好好笑。照片來了,結果發現好看的照片還是有一些的嘛… 繼續閱讀 »

a trip to london UK

  • 跟著老太太去旅行
  • Kew Garden和Windsor Town是行程中最喜歡的兩處,天空遼闊,悠閒自在,而且有不少白髮老太太結伴出遊,長得都很像瑪波小姐。最適合我的旅遊指南是老太太旅遊指南。 繼續閱讀 »

    hiding in the city

    I love cities not only because they bring all types of people together and make new things happen, but because it is easier to hide in a big city. An epiphany after being surrounded by people for the whole week. 繼續閱讀 »

    prelude: a trip to london

    The London trip was not my idea, but it became my solo trip. People suggested that traveling can cure a confused heart, but i had never taken it seriously until the day i was left alone. A voice inside whispered “I must go alone.” I listened, and realized that I could have wanted a quiet lonely trip for a long time. When I ordered the plane tickets, I looked forward to pure solitude and tiring walking routes. Unexpectedly, it soon turned out to be a total different thing — good company, warm hospitality, and a lot of shopping. Well, my dear solitude, maybe next time.