Life goes on

For myself…

Just finished the last episode of Six Feet Under. It’s the best TV series I’ve ever seen, though I’ll probably not see it again cause it’s too sad, and too true to life. I see in the story about people dreams and struggles, about people trying so hard to do the right thing, and hoping they have done the right choice. We pray and pray and pray for every minutes for a beautiful life and future, for everything to be alright, for sadness not come to us anymore. But we could never get there, cause we are too weak, cause we are human beings. We fail and are afraid to fail again and again. We can’t even win ourselves or see our own face, no to say to challenge the superior being who is behind all the tragedies, if there is any, like the playwrights to the characters. I believe the last few minutes of the final SFU episode are not real story plots, they are only desperate dreams, of the characters and the audiences, too. Life goes on.

十月六日更新，
上次在感傷與激動的情緒下寫了這篇文章，寫英文是為了讓自己冷靜一點，因為文法與拼字的問題一定會打斷甚或澆熄我溢出的情緒，結果承蒙法蘭歌同學喜歡，自己摘了，還錄了放給學生聽。我也聽了，很好玩，跟我心中那激動小人的語調真是南猿北轍，但這可是活生生地反應了什麼叫做作者已死阿（嗯，我死了），才曉得原來這段詞可以有別種念法，因此就給它上傳來放著作紀念了。法蘭歌聲音很好聽的，應該要唱首歌。(Listen)